DarkSlinky

My friend showed me this website today:

Givoogle.

I was suspicious of what it was really about, and decided to check it out.  I clicked link in the copyright section, down the very bottom of the website.

It took me to a website called Gives Me Hope.

Gavin was sitting behind me, but I couldn’t stop the tears running down my cheeks as I read these stories of hope.  I was overwhelmed by the kindness of some people in this world.

I read up to page 16, each story bringing fresh tears to my eyes and hope to my heart.

Gavin:  “You should stop going there.  I don’t like seeing you cry.”
Jayne:  “It helps me look for my own GMH story, rather than focusing on the all too common FML story.”
Gavin:  “You may have to find your GMH story, but you’ve given me mine.”
Jayne:  “I’ve never heard anything so sweet.”

He told me how I have given him hope.

“A young girl who has suffered a hard life, grows up always seeing the best in people, refuses to give up, doesn’t judge, forgives even when it may not be deserved, listens to everyone, even total strangers when they need help, and always makes my heart smile when she looks at me GMH.”

So, I’ve been crying for the past 3 hours.  It feels different though.

You know how people always say the music you listen to reflects how you’re feeling?  I always thought it didn’t apply to me, but lately I’ve been observing the music I’ve listened to over the past 5 or so years.  Lately I’ve been listening to a lot of Slipknot, a band I’ve never liked before.

Tonight I’m listening to ‘hopeful’ music.

<3 DarkSlinky.