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I have the most bizarre story for you.

A few weeks ago I went to my sister’s house and my Dad called me to tell me neither of my pet mice were moving.  I thought it was odd, I knew one of them was getting old and sick but the other seemed okay when I saw them earlier.  He asked if I’d like him to put them in the backyard, I said yes and thank you.  Anyway, recently I’ve caught glimpses of a mouse running around my house. I assumed it was feral and was going to set a mouse trap, until I noticed he was bigger than the average-sized feral mouse and orange rather than black; like the mouse I thought was healthy.  He was so skinny, I didn’t even recognise him.  I realised he was indeed my mouse when I was crouched next to the fridge and he came up to me, followed me around and then waddled over to his old cage when he saw it.  It was really quite sweet.  Unfortunately he doesn’t look to be in the best health and one of his legs is injured, but I’ll keep an eye on him and call the vet if he doesn’t improve soon.

Strange, hey?  My dad said he put them both up the very back of the backyard.  He was shocked to see one of them back.  A part of me wonders if he just wanted to get rid of them while I was gone for a few days, because my parents have never liked me having pet mice.  I’m not going to let it bother me though.  I’m just glad he’s back, and I hope I can nurse him back to health.

So yesterday my cleaning plans were interrupted once again, by my rescue mission.  I did manage to get some things done though.

In the afternoon Gavin came around with his computer so he could cheer me up by playing Team Fortress 2 with me into the night.  I needed cheering up because I had had a nightmare the night before.  His computer is still behind me; it’s my hostage.  The ransom is $200,000,000, although I haven’t actually told him that yet. Probably a good idea to, so he knows how much he has to pay off… bwahahaha!

We then stayed up until midnight to buy tickets to Big Day Out, which is in January.  Alex bought tickets for Lynnette, himself and me and Gavin bought himself a ticket.  I’m so excited about it!  I know heaps of people who are going.  I get the impression that my ex, Liam will be there.  As long as I don’t see him I don’t particularly care though.  By then I don’t think even seeing him will bother me too much.

Today I got up and went to my sisters to babysit but she wasn’t there; she had driven to my house because my niece was sick.  Haha.  It was an amusing situation.  She felt really bad about the whole thing, she had called me but I was driving so I didn’t answer.  I was glad to have a nice morning drive anyway, listening to Breaking Benjamin.  It ended up working out better anyway because when I got home I realised I really didn’t feel very well.

Alex came over in the afternoon to pick up my share of the Big Day Out money, I saw Eevari as well for a while.  I had quite a nice day.  The only problem was that because I wasn’t feeling really well I just wanted to curl up on the couch and watch a movie for the day.  I ended up having to go out and do things, I was just so tired.  Ah well, these things happen. Hopefully tomorrow I’ll be feeling better.

Monique still isn’t talking to me; I sent her a message asking if she’d like to do something this weekend and she sent a rather cruel one back.  I know people will be wondering why she isn’t talking to me, I can’t tell you though because I don’t actually know.  I’m happy to continue to wait until she’s ready to talk to me again though.

I also sent Nicki a text asking if he’d like to do something tomorrow but he replied with “No.”  I think he’s angry at me for something too.  I have to wait for him to be ready to talk to me as well.  I miss them both; Monique and Nicki that is.  I want to be a good, loyal friend to them both but sometimes it really is difficult.

Why do I keep pissing people off without knowing why!?  Sometimes I wonder if it’s me; I don’t think it is though, in all honesty.

Drama, drama, drama.

Oh, my neighbours had a baby boy at approximately 3:00 this morning, so congratulations to them!

Apparently my eyes are piercing. Pierce, pierce, pierce!

Gavin has told me he doesn’t want to see any 4am posts so I think I’ll be a good girl and get an earlier night tonight.

<3 DarkSlinky.

So, I’ve been listening to this song lately; Superbus – Radio Song.

The lyrics are in French, as follows:

J’en ai jamais assez, je suis vite lassée,
Je voudrais combler ce manqué
Mon obsession me hante,
J’en ai jamais assez, je voudrais bien trouver
Que j’ai beaucoup de chance,
Me rendre à l’évidence,

We are we are on the radio now, the radio now!

J’en ai jamais assez, je vois toujours après,
Des fois je me demande
Comment je peux m’y prendre
J’en ai jamais assez, je suis vite lassée,
Je suis jamais contente,
On dit que je suis chiante,

We are we are on the radio now, the radio now!

J’en ai jamais assez, j’aimerais bien penser
A 2 centimètres à l’heure pour éviter les pleurs,
J’en ai jamais assez, je suis vite lassée,
Il faudrait que j’entende, un jour tu seras grande,

We are we are on the radio now, the radio now !

Unfortunately, I can’t speak French, and I don’t think the translator I used is exactly reliable:

I’ve never had enough,
I soon got tired,
I want to fill this gap
My obsession haunts me,
I’ve never had enough,
I’d like to think I am very lucky me to accept the evidence,

We Are we are now on the radio, the radio now!

I have enough, I always look after,
Sometimes I wonder how I can go about it
I’ve never had enough,
I soon got tired,
I’ve never happy,
They say I’m bitchy,

We are we are now on the radio, the radio now!

I have enough,
I had thought of 2 centimeters per hour to avoid the tears,
I have enough,
I quickly tired,
should I hear,
one day you grow up,

We are we are now on the radio, the radio now!

If anyone can speak or read French, maybe you would consider giving me a hand with this translation?  Hahaha.

Not much has been happening lately, clearly.

I get severe dysmenorrhoea every 3 months (the length of my womanly cycle) so I will be confined to sulking on the couch with a hot water bottle, painkillers and nice tea for hopefully no more than a few days.  I’ve done a lot of research into this topic and I’m hoping to write about ways to help dysmenorrhoea, for all the ladies out there who suffer from it as well (and the guys who know girls who get it).

Also, John’s project, Peepel, was released today so be sure to check it out!  I’ve been using it to stalk him while he travels to and from work.

Anyway, it’s my bed time.

Oh that reminds me, I had another nightmare last night although I don’t want to specify the details.  It was rather terrifying and I’d prefer not think about it just before I’m going to bed. Haha.

<3 DarkSlinky.

Today (well yesterday, considering it’s 3.30am) it has officially been 1 month since I got my wisdom teeth removed.  It’s incredible to think about it really.  Just over a month ago I had 4 extra teeth, and now they’re gone!  The scars in my mouth are starting to go down now… yay.

I’m happy to say I’ve been sleeping better.  I did have a nightmare a few nights ago, where we were fishing on a rubber tube thing, and my dad caught a fish so big it pulled us all in.  The water was opaque so I couldn’t see where the big fish was and I was absolutely terrified because he was angry at us for trying to catch him.  Other than that, my sleep has been undisturbed.

Liam finally has the internet.  Took quite a few dramas and phone calls to get there, but at least he has it now.  It’s good to finally have reliable contact with him, although it feels really bizarre to have to talk to him using mic in game.  I turn around to tell him something and he’s not there.

In more depressing news, the glass on the beautiful watch Liam bought me a while ago cracked and it’s going to cost $70 to fix.  First I have to pay for my last excessively large phone bill.  Stress, stress, stress!  It’s definitely time for me to go on Bean Counter!

I went down to target today with Liam and by chance we discovered that Webkinz have come to Australia, and they have Duck Jai ducks!  I sent mum a text letting her know they have Webkinz at target now and she bought me two Duck Jai’s to cheer me up.  I feel so special. XD

For those who don’t know, Duck Jai is a duck I got when I was little.  He was big and fat and I would take him with me everywhere.  Over the years I collected smaller Duck Jai’s as well, pretty sure I still have all of them here.  I definitely still have big Duck Jai.  Here are the three of them together:

Duck Jai

I’m looking forward to spending some quality time with Liam this weekend.  We will have been together for 50 months on Saturday.  I’m quite proud of it.

Before I part, I’ve been listening to a song I really enjoyed today:

Chicane vs Natasha Bedingfield – Bruised water (Remix).

It’s a cross between one of my all time favourite trance songs, Chicane – Saltwater and Natasha Bedingfield – I bruise easily.

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