DarkSlinky

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Haha, I didn’t realise that ages back my ex, or “the ex” as he calls himself, put a comment on my blog that required my approval for the public to read it.  He wishes to inform you good people of the fact he’s a bum around the house, he’s put on weight, his universe doesn’t revolve around me and I should grow up and get over myself.

Epic lol.  I kid, I kid!  I did take bits out of context, but you have to admit, it is a LOT more amusing that way, and possibly more truthful.  As the awesome Ray William Johnson would say, I’M JUST SAYIN’.

Nah, seriously, he wants you to know that, in regards to the blog entry entitled ‘Sweet Homicide‘, I interrupted his game, he wears singlets when he bums around the house and he was NOT flexing to impress me.  No, not at all.  Nuh uh.  Oh, and of course, his universe doesn’t revolve around me (universes don’t revolve at all, noob).  Well that I believe. I mean, it’s not like he still combs through my blog a year later to check what I’m up to or anything, and feels the urge to comment when I say something that may relate to him in some way, right?  …….. I lol.  Perhaps I’m not the one who should “grow up” and “get over themselves.” I mean, I never mentioned his name anywhere.  Is it just me, or is it a little arrogant to assume he’s my only ex?  I could have been talking about any of them. =)

All this is so trivial though, honestly.  These are the things that give me amusement, make me laugh.  People are funny things.  It gives me something entertaining to write about, so I’m certainly not complaining!

Speaking of people and the annoying things they do; I have a friend who recently got himself a girlfriend after 10 million years (so he implies, I think it was only about a year or two though) and has completely ditched me!  I do not believe it was because of the girl, I know her and I love her (perhaps a little TOO much…) but what the hell?  I would never have expected this from one of my close friends.  He’s away on a holiday so I haven’t spoken to him about it yet but I guess I will eventually.  I don’t think he reads my blog but if he does and if he knows it’s him I’m talking about, WHAT IS GOING ONNNN?!

In other news, one of my friends bought me Call of Duty 4: Modern Warfare 2 because I’ve wanted it so badly for ages.  So far, I think it’s a great game.  I’ll be hyperactive in multiplayer and obsessing over it for quite a while, I imagine.  I also bought a stack of games when Steam had them cheap so I’m going to have to update my games list again.  Starcraft 2 comes soon too, YAAYYY! >.<

Today has been an awesome day though, seriously.  This morning I had a bunch of orchids (one of my favourite flowers, aah!) delivered to my door with the sweetest note from the man I refer to as my ‘Perth husband’, also known as Snags.  We clicked when we first met in person here in Brisbane and, now that I’m single again, things have continued to progress.  You may have noticed a change in my attitude recently and it’s purely because I’m hopeful and happy again and, like my close friends, he brings out the best in me.  I cannot wait to join my Perth friends in their home city for satay party times. (Note: ‘Satay’ as an adjective is not my word. It belongs to Snags, but I’ma use it anyway!)

<3 DarkSlinky.

So, I realise my last post was a little emo.

Okay, it was oozing emo out the orifices, but I mean you can’t really expect much else.  I did just lose my boyfriend of 4 years.

I said in my last post that I wouldn’t be smiling for a while, but I’m feeling better today.  I had a nice night spending time with Barry, Kathy and Lucas and then today I had a lot of fun with Madonna and Emily.  Madonna and I had the chance to have a really good talk and I definitely feel more clear-headed than before.  Last night I also had the chance to talk to my dear friend, Lloyd, who had some really wise words to share with me.

I just wanted to thank everyone for their love and support.  I have been overwhelmed with supportive messages from my beautiful family and friends; old and new, namely my siblings, Guinevere, Nicki, Alex, Evan, Keeley, Monnie, Chad, Steph, Emma, Tom, Bolo, Sheridan, Michael, Luke, Michelle, Don, Elliot, Rythn, Fraternity of Valour and Pants Party (If I have forgotten anyone, please don’t hesitate to tell me).  I honestly didn’t realise so many people cared, and I feel truly enlightened.  All of your words of wisdom have been stored in my heart (sorry if I’m being a little sappy).  I even received a beautiful orchid – omgah! XD

No doubt I’ll have my down days, but today was a good one so I thought I better update my blog now so I’m in a good state of mind to give everyone my thanks and show my appreciation.

What I need to do is move on from the life I had with Liam; give him space and find myself.  Like they say, “If you love something, let it go.  If it comes back, it’s yours, if not, it never was.” I need to concentrate on the now, because really, that’s all we have.  Who knows what the future holds.

Liam and I may remain friends for the rest of our lives, or maybe one day we will get back together again.  For now I have hope that we will get back together, but not expectation.  I’m moving on anyway.  No matter what the future holds, I’m so glad he’s a part of my life.  He will grow to be a wonderful man, full of strength and determination, as I’m sure everyone will agree.

So thank you to Liam for opening my eyes to life, for your unconditional support and friendship and for giving me so many years of happiness.

<3 DarkSlinky.